notes app apologies

from even in jest by cheerbleederz

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this song is about letting go of an abusive relationship. there’s a lot of fear and doubt that comes with separating yourself from somebody who manipulates you, and it leaves behind feelings of anger, as well as guilt and doubt. you end up questioning everything while simultaneously harbouring a lot of resentment for the person who treated you that way. we wanted this song to feel cathartic and unapologetic—it ultimately feels very healing.

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u only like me when ur crying
u only like me when u
come for help
and again and again
and again

and i spend all my time applying
to things that are new and exciting
but u’ll follow me, follow me there

u never work on urself
don’t care about anyone else
you never work on urself
hide behind bad mental health

i’m only trying to keep an eye out
you’re making me
sick and tired
yeah you’re dragging me,
dragging me me down
wish i could smash my fucking screen up,
so that i don’t have to see ya
yeah ur wearing me,
wearing me, out

u never work on urself
don’t care about anyone else
u never work on urself
hide behind bad mental health

u never work on urself
don’t care about anyone else
u never work on urself
hide behind bad mental health

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from even in jest, released July 27, 2022

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✨ we sing and shout and bounce
✨ debut album ‘even in jest’ via
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